I wish i could see
Of how silly am i
Of the lamest i could be
Wish i could sustain
How i wish i could meet
The brighter one in my brain
The wiser one beneath these feet
I wish i could talk
Shine out of this dark hue
Never bothered with my thoughts
Just living in what's true
I wish there's no crush
No such thing as love
So my face won't ever flush
Cause i guess friends is enough
I'm always left with myself
With undiscovered pieces of hearts
Mending it would end with my laugh
As i'm still searching the missing parts
When most gave in the well of wishing
When still they do good just a few
I'd rather then be only dreaming
If wishings really need to queue
Now i'm down with my last wish
Though none of them might come true
Wish i could write better than this
But still i think this would do..
i now understand thet googling is not a bad thing
but googling on someone might not be a good thing either
googling someone might provide you with someone else's backgrounds
but at the same time
it may as well invade their privacies
i might just say "well you are on the net duh"
but still they deserve some respects
okay..
so i learnt through my mistakes
i am incredibly sorry
last night was awfully sleepless
keep setting these pair of eyes on the digital clock on the microwave-oven
i stayed up till the subuh prayer
(obviously my mom din know that
i'd be dead meat if she does)
can't get enough sleep
so i started writing on the poem
(that's the most i can afford)
then i text-messaged a friend
thank goodness he's on the night shift
if not i might as well would be bored as hell
at about 6.30 a.m.
after the subuh prayer
after waking a friend up
after boiling some water
after making some tea
after doing some dishes
only then i managed to get some sleep
but still i'm feeling like my eyes are burning right now
i think i need
more..
more..
more..
sleep..
but still
not sure if i might get some
the temperature just keeps rising
how i wish it snowed here in this country
how i always wished
(wait.. wish needs to queue ryte?)
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